In late June of 2009 I was working on communication equipment in my MAXXPRO while behind the wire at Delhi, in the Garmsir District of Helmand Province, Afghanistan. I was the field radio operator and driver for the battalion commander of 2nd Battalion 8th Marines. Several of us were discussing the events several days prior where we took contact with enemy combatants as we recovered a disabled vehicle behind enemy lines and during this conversation I was working on the radio equipment. An explosion then impacted next to my head inside my truck.
In that moment I thought that we had been mortared and that my head was gone as dust and smoke went everywhere. After things had calmed down we saw that a junior Marine had negligently discharged a shotgun next to my head. After this I went to our platoon corpsman and was given ibuprofen for the headaches that followed and then persisted throughout the deployment.
I didn’t know anything was wrong with my brain until after I returned home. While overseas I just stayed busy and fought through the pain and headaches. Yet after a few months at home I knew things weren’t right and I could feel my brain not fully working, and would feel it spark at times. After several MRI’s and a battery of tests I was diagnosed with Traumatic Brain Injury. I noticed that I was unable to fully complete sentences at times, having the words on my mind but unable to speak them. One doctor diagnosed this as aphasia. I would be frustrated knowing that I wanted to say something but unable to clearly communicate it.
I underwent speech and physical therapy as well as counseling for combat service related symptoms. For several years I prayed for healing and wrestled in prayer, deciding to pursue His presence and renew my mind through intensive personal and seminary studies. God granted some healing as through a prayer session I was healed of the migraines…but I still suffered from other combat related symptoms and physical injuries.
For the healing I received I praised God and for the healings I did not receive, I still seek God as my dependence is completely on Him. When we are healed we need to thank and follow Him (Mark 10:46-52). But if we are healed in one area and are still disabled in other areas we still need to give Him praise always (Psalm 34:1).
Healing is provided in the atonement and is a great Scriptural truth (Matthew 8:16-17). Sometimes healing can be immediate or total, and at other times it may be progressive. However, we also need to understand that some healing prayer may go unanswered. Despite this we are to still keep faith in Jesus.
When you are healed but still need further healing elsewhere, look to Colossians 3:1-17:
- Set your affections on things above and put to death the things of the earthly nature (verses 1-11).
- Continue applying His character to your life, embracing mercy, kindness, humility, meekness, long-suffering and love (verses 12-14).
- Let the peace of God rule in your hearts and thank God for your healing (verse 15).
- Teach others the word of truth and testify of God’s healing while still seeking Him for further healing (verse 16).
- Know that in everything you do, do them all in the Name of Jesus, giving thanks to God (verse 17).
I learned these principles, applying them to my life, seeing healing take place in several areas but also not allowing those things that are left to be healed to not hold me back. I was healed immediately of migraine due to TBI, and have progressed in healing other parts of my mind through constant immersion in biblical studies as its words are truth and life. In the other areas needing healing I continue to seek God as I minister His gospel to a hurting and needy world.
If you find yourself in a similar situation described, I pray that you be healed and continue to pursue and praise God for further healing while telling others of His grace.
This article was later published on HelloChristian here: I Was Healed But Still Disabled
Jared Laskey is founder and Lead Pastor of Destiny Open Bible Church in Virginia Beach, VA. He lives to see Jesus awaken this generation to the power of His Holy Spirit. You can follow him on twitter @jaredalaskey, or contact him through his website http://www.firebornministries.org/. He also co-authored ‘Veronica’s Hero’ found on Amazon here.